Just nothing else to do.

The only thing I can do is just sit in this small room and wait till the day is over... Well I am doing this for the past 6 months and nothing seems to change.

I am so ready for graduation.I just want to get out of here and go back to have some fun with my friends back home. Even though I will miss so many people here.

Right now it is -4F which is pretty cold for me.I cant go out for a walk and listen some music because "its too cold out". But then walking around is not much fun because nobody walks around here because everyone drives and goes to Taco Bell to get something to eat. Thats their lives and I miss mine so bad sometimes. At least I have some friends here..They are my saviors haha.

This weather makes me sick.I hate it. Snow isn't even soft. Makes people well mostly my moods go down. There is only 3 months left. I love my friends here but i miss the ones back home too. Letters and emails are never enough... I even miss my lifestyle; no getting grounded, no having drama in the house, no nothing because I was the only child having sisters have some positive sides too Im not gonna lie.

Since I've been here I got grounded once but when my friends are grounded I cant do anything so it sucks. But I love them the way they are :) memories...

I hope I will have a good day at school tomorrow since I was sick the past couple days..Plus getting into fight with family members doesn't help you heal at all. Just figured that out yesterday.. I cried for the first time yesterday since I came to America. It was a sticky situation. But I am over it now...as usual. Thats all I can do. Right?